Can't Feel Lyrics

This violence on the screen
This cruelty on the streets
The fear's teeming now on the town
when the sun goes down
The dark shades are facing me
The light is fading
My strength is now a slave of apathy
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I wish to fight my laziness, I wish to fight delusions,
but everything I've done was to hide away from me
Can't feel the pain when the blade spears my body
I can't feel the missing of anyone who cares
Can't feel the time running through my fingers
I can't feel...am I alive, or I just dreaming?

My angry "me" accuses the world for all its sins
All doing this, but that's the easy way

I wish to fight my laziness, I wish to fight delusions,
but everything I've done was to hide away from me
Can't feel the pain when the blade spears my body
I can't feel the missing of anyone who cares
Can't feel the time running through my fingers
I can't feel...am I alive, or I just dreaming?

Wake up from this endless dreaming
Leave the past, the chains will fall
The fading pages of the wisdom hidden from unready eyes
will sanctify your destiny and the future ways

My bodya^€˜s still breathing
My present life, surrender
There is something I lost, but I don't need it now
My feelings are so clear now
A divine light surrounds me
Reborn for the next game, I'm returning back