Left And Leaving Lyrics

My city's still breathing but barely, it's true
Few buildings gone missing lie tooth
The sidewalks are watching me think about you
Sparkles of broken glass
I'm back with scars to show
That with the streets I know
You'll never take me anywhere but here
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The stain in the carpet, there's drink in my hands
The strangers whose faces I know
Would need it for our dress rehearsal to save
I wanted it this way
Wait for the year to drown
Spring forward, bow back down
And try not to wonder where you are

All this time lingers undefined
Someone choose who's left and who's leaving

Memory will rust into road into wests
All that you gave me
And blankets and matches, there's pain in my chest
The best fights are only dark tape and sodomize
New words for all these eyes
And everywhere they carve out your way

I wait in full four times
Count yellow highway lines

But you're lying on to lead you on
But you're lying on to lead you on
But you're lying on to lead you on