I'll Have To Kill The Pain Lyrics

I sat at home alone
Waited by the phone
No matter how hard I tried
I couldn't get on with my life
I tried medication, meditation
I've still gone insane
If I can't live without her
I'll have to kill the pain
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[Chorus:]
Hey, bartender, make it, shake it, take it
Won't you pass it down
'Til I can't remember
What I came to forget about
Aw, pick any mixer, fire up the blender
And freeze my brain
If I can't live without her
I'll have to kill the pain

When I take a sip
I take a little trip
It changes my point of view
And my whole latitude
And my destination is smooth sail in'
Then a hurricane
If I can't live without her,
I'll have to kill the pain

[Repeat Chorus]

Aw, kill it now

[Repeat Chorus]

If I can't live without her
I'll have to kill the pain