Camouflage Lyrics

I remember so many nights in the bed alone
One where I coulda messed up the strength to exist in the bid of cold
But you showed up once in a while, I guess that's alright
‘Cause I told my heart that you needed time for yourself, it's fine
I cannot flash my tears in the way you disguise
And I then go to know that you still love me
(I need to know, say that you do)
To know if you still love me
(I need to know, say that you do)
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Where is sometimes when I try to decide my reality
Wish that I just could be something else if you talk to me
And praying inside that I'm loved for who I am
Please follow
But you where just somewhere the sun couldn't reach
Couldn't understand
I cannot flash my tears in the way you disguise
And I then go to know that you still love me
(I need to know, say that you do)
To know if you still love me
(I need to know, say that you do)

Didn't we swear we give each other everything
Didn't I give you all of me
Oh oh oh
No matter day goes by
No no no
When I, when I'm better inside
If you feel [?], if you feel still feel
[?]
In the way you disguise
And run, and run, I flow

(I need to know, say that you do)
(I need to know, say that you do)
That's all I really want it
Tell me that you love me
Laugh and laugh at the question
When I need to know