Illusion Of Bliss Lyrics

You know, right now I miss someone that I love
Or fell in love with
I don't wanna cry or nothing but
I'mma just get straight to the story
I'm a 29 year old addict
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What would you know?
What would you do?
If you had no control over what you pursue?
Talk yourself, tell yourself, baby
"I'm better than this"
All that I'm fighting
I'm the one who resist

And so I persist
Like a bottomless kiss
An illusion of bliss
An illusion of bliss
And so I persist
Like a bottomless kiss
An illusion of bliss
An iIllusion of bliss

Hey, living in prison of blood and flesh
An easy way out is this high, I confess
So watcha lookin' at?
What do you wanna see?
You can't save me, baby
I don't want it no way

And so I persist
Like a bottomless kiss
An illusion of bliss
An illusion of bliss
And so I persist
Like a bottomless kiss
An illusion of bliss

Is it my life ain't no easy road
I don't know which way to go
Won't somebody see me when I can't see myself
Won't somebody listen before I need help
I'm sick of being judged, sick of being sick
[?] being tricked
Sick of being high, sick of being low
Sick of all the lies putting on the show
And so I persist
And so I persist
Like a bottomless kiss
An illusion of bliss
An illusion of bliss

I, I don't wanna be a fallen angel
I, I don't wanna be a fallen angel
Don't say I'm gone, gone
I don't wanna be a fallen angel
Don't say I'm lost, lost
I don't wanna be a fallen angel
Don't say I'm gone, gone
I don't wanna be a fallen angel
Don't say I'm lost, lost
I don't wanna be a fallen angel