So Called Love Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm always seeing different shades of you
And in my mind they look the same
But when it turns to crimson red from midnight blue
The silver lining fades away
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I'm looking pale and I need something new
You used to take away the pain
But now we always have a different point of view
Still, I'm calling out your name

[Pre-Chorus]
Now you're pushing me aside like it ended
I'm trying to understand it
You're fucking with all my senses
Now my mind is too conflicted

[Chorus]
By this so-called love
I just can't get my head around it
'Cause it hurts enough
How can we go back to the place we started?
In this so-called love
In this so-called love

[Verse 2]
I don't want you to be my alcohol
Now you're a habit and I'm never gonna break it
I'm crying, I'm bleeding
With my head against the wall
Back to square one and I can't reshape it

[Pre-Chorus]
You're pushing me aside like it ended
I'm trying to understand this
I can't figure out my senses
And now my mind is so conflicted

[Chorus]
But this so-called love
I just can't get my head around it
'Cause it hurts enough
How can we go back to the place we started?
And this so-called love
And this so-called love

Still begging, still needing
We made mistakes we're repeating
Now I'm crying and I'm bleeding
For this so-called love
Still angry, and I'm feeling
We made a mess, now we're healing
And I'm trying to believe in this so-called love