Play The Game Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Holdin' on to feelings that I do not like
About the situation
I can feel my teeth trying to break this
I'm helpless, helpless when it comes to you
I'll say nothing up against the [?]
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[Chorus]
I don't know how to play the game
You say that we're not playing
We're not playing well
And I'm not proud of all the loud things I've been saying
I lost my way outside our house

[Verse 2]
And I would be a burden with the things that I feel
If I spell them out and make as if they're [?]
I'm not sure what is real
I'm selfish, selfish when it comes to you
I guess I feel left out I'll pull through, through

[Chorus]
I don't know how to play the game
You say that we're not playing
We're not playing well
And I'm not proud of all the loud things I've been saying
I lost my way outside our house
I lost my way outside our house
[?] way inside our house