One Sunday Morning (Song For Jane Smiley's Boyfriend) Lyrics

This is how I'll tell it
Oh, but it's long
One Sunday morning
Oh, one son is gone
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Against the weather dawning
Over the sea
My father said what I had become
No-one should be

Outside I look lived in
Like the bones in a shrine
How am I forgiven?
Oh, I'll give it time

This, I learned without warning
Holding my brow
In time we thought I would kill him
Oh, but I didn't know how

I said it's your God I don't believe in
No, your Bible can't be true
Knocked down by the long lie
He cried, "I fear what waits for you"

I can hear those bells
Spoken and gone
I feel relief, I feel well
Now he knows he was wrong

Ring 'em cold for my father
Frozen underground
Jesus, I wouldn't bother
He belongs to me now

Something sad keeps moving
So I wandered around
I fell in love with the burden
Holding me down

Bless my mind, I miss
Being told how to live
What I learned without knowing
How much more I owe than I can give

This is how I tell it
Oh, but it's long
One Sunday morning
One son is gone