I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead Lyrics

I should have kissed you
One last time
I would have held you
So much longer
If I'd known it'd be the last time
If I could forget you
Make all these memories fade to grey
I'd rather not remember what I foolishly traded
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I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm a fool yeah I'm a fool
Think I meant I love you
And I said that I don't care
I Wish I would just lonely instead

I should have loved you
More than I did
Living without you
With your ghost and voice always in my head
I couldn't see you
And now I see you everyday
But not with me
She seems real nice
She makes you smile
Like you use to smile at me

I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm a fool yeah I'm a fool
I Think I meant I love you
And I said that I don't care
Wish I was just lonely instead

You were right
I'm lying here
Wishing you were with me
Hoping that you might be
Missing me
Cause I can't seem to fight it honey
Wish I could erase every part of you in me

I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm a fool yeah I'm a fool
Think I meant I love you
And I said that I don't care
Wish I would just lonely instead

I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm a fool yeah I'm a fool
Think I meant I love you
And I said that I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead