Live A Lie Lyrics

How u gon' do that to me..?
I can't believe this...
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I wish I never ever got drunk that nite
Made me foolish enough to come to ur crib
Walked up the stairs and then I turned on the lights
Couldn't even speak because it happened so quick
I wish I never saw ur punk ass that nite
You always seem to calm me down with ur lies
Even though I know better I try and I try
But u always have the perfect alibi

If a lie gon' get me thru
I rather not know the truth
If the truth gon' make me cry
I rather just live a lie

If a lie gon' get me thru
I rather not know the truth
If the truth gon' make me cry
I rather just live a lie

I wish I never ever saw u that nite
Rite now I'd still be thinkin we were ok
I called u just before I got on my flight
I say 'I love u', and u tell me the same
If I could go back in time
I never woulda called ur phone up
Never woulda dialed ur number
Never woulda gotten that drunk
If I could go back in time
I never woulda gotten that tore
Never woulda asked for one more
Never woulda walked thru ur door

If a lie gon' get me thru
I rather not know the truth
If the truth gon' make me cry
I rather just live a lie

If a lie gon' get me thru
I rather not know the truth
If the truth gon' make me cry
I rather just live a lie

Easier to live
Like u don't see nuttin
Even tho it ain't rite
Harder to turn over in ur bed and he ain't by ur side
I think if I didn't walk in that nite
And see u with my own eyes
I would still be livin a lie

Just gotta know
Whatever u do
It's gon' come back to u
I cant' believe this..

If a lie gon' get me thru
I rather not know the truth
If the truth gon' make me cry
I rather just live a lie