I Forgave You, Remember? Lyrics

What have I done?
She pushes him out the door, she turns around, she's crying,
She leans back and slams it shut.
She slides to the floor, she holds her kness like they might hold her back.
This is not sexy, this is not attention, this is not control.
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"Does it help at all to know that I love you more now?"
"Does it help at all to know I got broken?"

'No. I think I've got more to give and I think I've got more to lose,
And I don't mind the burden of thinking I'm better than you.
And if I'm all you believe, If I'm everything you feel,
then how come my forgiveness, feels more like guilt?'

'OK I guess I wanted to be. Every picture of everything you need.
A picture of love and forgiveness. Girl I'll be your mercy.
And I swear it was this way in my head.
But what I paint isn't so beautiful instead,
I just put myself up on a cross and then I seem to hang it over your head.'

"But doesn't it help at all to know that I love you more now"
"Doesn't it help at all to know I got broken"

'No. I think I've got more to give and I think I've got more to lose,
And I don't mind the burden of thinking I'm better than you.
I tried to give you my grace. I said you should put this behind you,
when here i go and remind you, just how hard it was to forgive you.'

Well she loves on me and she can't say I'm sorry enough.
I plead 'how far?' and she just nodded... far enough.
But here is my big chance to play a martyr, I'm gonna be everything she loves.

'If I had more to give I would give it to you,
but I like my burden of thinking I'm better than you.
I tried to give you my grace. I said you should put this behind you,
but here i go and remind you,
How big of me to forgive you.'