Speaking Bitterness Lyrics

I'm gonna find an escape somehow
I'm gonna find an escape from this disaster
figures appear everywhere
I turn off the light just to blind my eyes
I see the passing times running on a screen
I'm scared about it
I put the hopes on myself
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it's gonna change and never be the same
I don't wanna disappoint your expectation
look at me now, lend your ears to me
listen to my words, check out the meaning

breaking! breaking every point of my life
I can (I'm going wrong)
breaking! seeking all the reasons of my regrets
scream out your opinions right now
and let your ghost change your mind

I need more living space
I need more living space to breathe
it's not easy to explain
I turn off the light just to blind your eyes
I draw more perfect lines on these walls around me
don't erase them, I'm going out of my head

it's gonna change and never be the same
I don't wanna disappoint your expectation
look at me now, lend your ears to me
listen to my words, check out the meaning

don't let your ghosts change your mind (I know they can)
don't let your ghosts change your mind (I know they can)