Finger on the Trigger Lyrics

Lord, please forgive me for what I'm about to do
But I'm running on empty
My options are few
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You know that I did the best
The best that I can
But I've done hit rock bottom
My time is at hand

'Cause I lost my mind
My bills are gettin' bigger
Got a cryin' baby
'Bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit
Ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job
I'm too fucked up
DHS about to take my kids
Tryin' to get well
I keep gettin' sicker
Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

You know that I never meant to hurt anyone
I'll face the consequences for all the things I've done
Lord sometimes I wonder
If you're ever there
'Cause my burden is back breakin'
It's more than I can bare

'Cause I lost my mind
My bills are gettin' bigger
Got a cryin' baby
'Bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit
Ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job
I'm too fucked up
DHS about to take my kids
Tryin' to get well
I keep gettin' sicker
Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

'Cause I lost my mind
My bills are gettin' bigger
Cryin' baby
'Bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit
Ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job
I'm too fucked up
DHS about to take my kids
Tryin' to get well
I keep gettin' sicker
Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger