Heavy On My Mind Lyrics

I can't count the reasons why I'm cursed
You think I'm down
But you ain't seen the worst
You don't know the darkest side of me
It comes on slow
But when it's here you'll see
That this life weighs heavy on my mind (*2)
Yes, this life weighs heavy on my mind
Some day soon I'm gonna go back home
Fix up my room
And spend some time alone
Maybe hang around the neighbors down the stairs
You think, but now
I wouldn't think so much
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But this life weighs heavy on my mind
Yes, this life weighs heavy on my mind (*2)
The parks here close at sunset
But I just jump the fence
The street-lights have all burned out
The springtime came and went
I swore I'd never come back
But here I am again
Half my life I've spent just waiting here
For something like a vision to appear
But it hasn't come
But I only blame myself
Because I know I can't count on no one else
When this life weighs heavy on my mind (*3)
Yes, this life weighs heavy on my mind
When this life weighs heavy on my mind