Wartime Widow Lyrics

Cracks in the wall, a life repeated
I walk these streets and time keeps ticking
In another life I was a dreamer
But your shadow casts a web, a weaver
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And I can't take it
Or leave or fake it
'Cause still I'm here
And I want to just

Smash it up, bring you back, leave it out, cut it up, 'cause you're gone
Smash it up, bring you back, leave it out, cut it up, 'cause you're gone
I want to
Smash it up, bring you back, leave it out, cut it up, 'cause you're gone
So say that I'm crazy, but I'm not
I'm sick of the past, smash it up

So in this war I stand defeated
I know nothing else but the smoke is clearing
So search underneath your broken window
And you'll find me your wartime widow

And I can't take it
Or leave or fake it
'Cause still I'm here
And I want to just

Smash it up, bring you back, leave it out, cut it up, 'cause you're gone
Smash it up, bring you back, leave it out, cut it up, 'cause you're gone
I want to
Smash it up, bring you back, leave it out, cut it up, 'cause you're gone
So say that I'm crazy, but I'm not
I'm sick of the past, smash it up

Smash it up, still just your wartime widow
Smash it up, still just your wartime widow
I want to smash it up