This Goodbye Lyrics

Where is your heart
Where is my life
Where did you lose
This moment in time
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Chorus
I close my eyes and pretend you're still beside me
As if you never disappeared
How am I supposed to understand
You've gone and left me here

Verse
A million moments,
A million thoughts go through my mind
So many questions
Should I be angry, am I blind
I should be mad
But all I do is feel guilty instead
Where are you now
You run but you can't hide
Do you ever think about your life now that you're lonely
And what you left behind

Chorus
You ran away and left me here with all your madness
You never even told me why
How am I supposed to understand this goodbye

Bridge
Does life treat you better
Now that you are free
Are you really happy
Happy without me

Chorus
You ran away and left me here with all your madness
You never even told me why
How am I supposed to understand this goodbye