Solar Circus Lyrics

Don't know where to start for the end to begin
I'm flying so high but I can't really tell if I'm in
Get married till evening, divorced by the night
I'm doing the best that I can to stay clear on this flight
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And the boundaries that used to be strong
Makes a wish to be heading back home
From your yellow to orange and red
And the tidalwaves of the moonshine inside your head

I'm stranded on thoughts and old stupid ideas
And I don't have the strength defending myself outta here
But I cannot turn my back on what's been given to me
Got nothing for you anymore so I'm setting you free

And the sense that I used to embrace
Is no longer what I'm looking forward
Like some restless spine out of place
I'm riding back home through the circus that leads to the core

Oh, yea