Holy Moses Lyrics

I don't know how I'll get by without you
I'll be wrecked, I'll be ruined
I don't know how I'll get past tomorrow
I bet I'll be broken open wide
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I don't think I told you, I feel terrible
I've been sitting in this chair since Sunday
In the same clothes with unwashed hair
Nothing moving, I feel unusual

Holy Moses, I've been hanging over
Holy Moses, I've been burned like a cigarette
Oh Jehovah, I've been thrown a bone
And I cannot remember when I was happy

Can you feel my heart beating like a thunder ball?
Can you hear every sound
I'm making in the darkness
Without breathing
Nothing moving
I feel peculiar

I don't know, I can't tell
If I am...myself
If I was a good girl would I be here?
If I was so stupid then what was what you did?
You were not a good thing for me

Holy Moses, I've been hanging over
Holy Moses, I've been burned like a cigarette
Oh Jehovah, I've been thrown a bone
And I cannot remember when I was happy

I don't know, I can't tell
If I am...myself