Suicidal Note Lyrics
(Verse)
I let it go , and with a pen like water
I let it flow on this paper
Every emotion I let it show
I wanna live but death chasing me slow
Turn me up I just want you to feel it so now you know
Music plays in my head can't really blow
I'm going crazy I'm needing that sun to help me grow
To a better person,can't stop grimm reaper's lurking
That thing called death me and that bitch is flirting
Suicide is no joke I cut myself before
Realize there is no hope
I had to sell my pistol for real this is like no joke
I take a breath,I haven't met that monster yet
I ain't held a smoke, and hopes to escape
Hoping I flow, playing the speed that's suicidal note
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(Hook)
Just like these urges deep inside
Don't let me die-iiiii-iiiee
Help me with my life
Don't let me die-iiiii-iiiee
(Verse)
Watch what you say,think before you speak
You have no idea what somebody could be going through
At this very second
The pressure claims lives I know 'cause somebody met 'em
I'm thinking I should let 'em
Anxiety already clean to me
I look in the mirror like Yo this ain't me
Tears flowing everyone guilts will shake their fine I dwell
And that man been probably through hell and back
Could've been through less but the pain is the same as that
Maybe worse ,you never know
That's why we smiled the painkiller at the show
I need to go somewhere far and get away clear my mind
Throw a few shots back and just relax but it all comes back
And feels the same,
When will it change from what I wrote this my suicidal note
(Hook)
Just like these urges deep inside
Don't let me die-iiiiiiiiee
Help me with my life
Don't let me die-iiiiiiiiee
(Verse)
These feelings ain't new,
I had these feelings since I was 2
Plus ain't no doubt that can save me or get me through
My faith please don't judge me could be you
Either abused either accused,
Keep your mouth shut, you telling me to move on
Live life trying to be strong
I've been the victim been cutting my arms since I was 6
Love ones did me wrong
Will they miss when I'm gone
I hope it hurts
I was raised where family was first
And the word "love" is really a gift, and a curse
Late nights thinking I can't control it
Lights blinking , memory's flashing
I take a hit of this blunt and pluck the ashes
Read what I wrote, this my suicidal note
(Hook)
Just like these urges deep inside
Don't let me die-iiiiiiiiee
Help me with my life
Don't let me die-iiiiiiiiee